sigh, juz last monday i decided to withdrew frm ITE cuz i cant really concentrate when im taking retaking my Os level this year!! i was prolly slacking at hme for the pass 3 days then my gf reminds me of me haven defer my NS!! then ytd i woke up ard 8am plus i went online to defer but to my fucking horror!!! i cant defer cuz Mindef tot i aint gt a sch to support my deferment!!! WTF.. sigh den i went ard the newspaper and net in search for a private school. -.- but damn 'jialat=worst' BMC was offering me 4 subjects when i only need 2 subjects in my retaking this year! whats worse is that they told me the overall sum will be about 2K!! (CCB KNN) bah cant help it but vent my anger here...... so i went to called other private bodies like YMCA TMC PSB and i even called my secondary school whether they will take me in..but my stupid english teacher sae 'cannot lah, u go NS lor' , wa lan cant believe she sae that grrrr stupid bitach!! oh well the ultimate bomb for me was bo bian juz gotta go back ITE!!! and ask them to defer my NS so that i can freaking take my Os level maths and science this yr -.-..


anw, ytd night i went to Temasek Polytechnic to fetch my darling!! ^^ actually nt to sae im being thick skinned! but is true man im sucha a nice arse boyfriend! bet she cant find sum1 else like me, cuz i stay at woodlands and the freaking TP is at tampines!! i went all the way to tat sch to fetch her.. at 1st she told me that ard 6.30pm she will be release, but i w8ted for nearly 1hr30mins!! bah i even kp her lecturer and her senior XDDDD saying 'hey whr the fuck is the applied science cohort goona be release???' den the senior look so freaking afraid me hahahaha he was stuttering when he ans my qn..as for the stupid lecturer ask him is equivalent to asking myself -.- he told me that 'oh, they will be release soon' den i replied 'hey my gf is hungry and u all drag the orientation all the way to 8.20pm' i mean is alr pass dinner time, *cry* my poor darling is hungry and weary aft such a lllloooonnnggg day in sch..so i aint gt no choice but to wait for her.. ^^ well it turn out quite gd with outing with her ytd..only mangle with some bad stuff ytd but it aint bad cuz aft all i get to see her!! wee i LOVE HER SO MUCH!! she's so cute wit her fair skin and slender body and erhem nice boobs.. and her skin was so smoother esp near her chest area XD i admit i did touch her body ytd in bus!! hey dun think  ima psycho cuz she din even react to me y shld u guys!! HAHA

ok think im done for todae hee..

Cry with me people

yea! todae im so gonna go out with my darling agnes!! hehe..recently is like we met up only once a wk!! WTF i mean i dont feel nice bout that though! been oways wanted to go her hse XD but well her dad's is at home sooooo i gotta dream nia...anw i really hope todae soo gona be a fun outing with her hee...bah theres one thing that i wan to complain though..which is the usage of my so called STUDENT EZLINK card!! grrrr nw im adult fare! meaning when i tab is no longer the sweet old cheappie 45cents!! instead is the new GRUNGY 1dollar plus cents!!!....grrrrrrrr but nvm heh cuz for the sake of my darling agnes i dun mind spendin those dollars...heh..




P.S my nxt post will be a petition on WHY STUDENTS WHO ARE AWAITING FOR O LEVELS RESULTS DOESNT HAVE THE USAGE OF STUDENT FARE???

hmm, weird i dont even know wats easter day!! issit some egg day?.. well i noe that is jesus back day??. Anyway, nw is ard 10.40pm!! ima secretly using my freaking net nw! my mum sure KP me wan!..i jolly well noe that she doesnt like me using net!! grrrr....ahhh darling ima missing u nw! And im so freaking worry bout the upcoming ITE orientation! man i wan go POLY!!!



somebody save me!!

P.S agnes i love you!

if a girl cries in front of u,
it means that she can't take
it anymore.
If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur
life;
If u let her go, it wil be hard for her to go
back to
being
herself with you once again.

A gal wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she
loves
the
most,
she becomes weak.

A gal wont cry easily,
only when she loves u the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she's the one who is willing to stay
with u 4
for the
rest
of ur life.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u'L ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of u,
When she cries bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's
feeling?
Think.
Which other girl has cried with pure
sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants
sympathy
or
pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer
possible,
the pain, hurt n ago

P.S: rate it, is my new song ='(

[She's simple yet confusing 
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble 
Days seem like years in this month of December 
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep 
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me] 

From first to last; emily

sigh! this coming april 16th ima goin to GOD ITE!! geeze nt that i wan to complain bout them, but well who doesnt wan to go JC! opps i mean POLY!! oh wells guess this is hw lifes is cr8ting "VARIOUS" route for us to walk and run and cry!..



grrrrr..OWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF  LIFE! (yeah right -.-)